what's wrong toninght ?

I'm so lazy tonight
don't know why I'm lazy to do all the things available
My desire to write here,
I'd always ask, why am I always the unsold
is the fact that I felt then
not a mere mockery of honesty or
but this is true friend!
anything because I was the fool?
What I am a man who is not polite?
what a horrible person?
but some people say I'm fun
maybe I lack faith and lack of gratitude to God
and the point that complicates my life is me hehehe ~